PROMOS ENDED. LIKE YAY.
okay, went popeyes with my friends for the afternoon, came back alone ._.
was thinking of rubbish on the train and started crying -.- It was stupid, yeah i know.
buuuuuuht whatev! :D
So I was just thinking of my, life?
Screwed promos, probable retaining yeah? Then, my friend started messaging me that she wanted so cry. So I cried on th train because of just that one message. I don't know actually. Maybe we're too close, so I feel what my friend feels. Or maybe just because I'm deeply in love. IDKIDKIDK :DD
I think I am, maybe I'm not. Shucks. Better think about it seriously tonight.
yepyep.
but anyway, I do love you lots and lots.
More than what you imgagine. Don't leave me.
But this idea of me retaining, and you promoting just ears my heart.
We'll no more be of the same level. I'll be down there and yo'll be up there. If I ever promote next year to JC2, I wouldn't know how I'll go through my JC life without you. You've been giving me tonnes of support, joking with me, talking with me, crying~ If I ever leave you,
How can I always look forward to math and econs lectures so that I could catch a glimpse of you?
How can I always go to the cafe just hoping I would see you there?
How can I spare the thought that, I wouldn't be able to hug you anymore?
How can I, to be away from you, if you were ever alone?
How can I stay back to study just to be with you? Gah, remember that time you made me cry by running off with that person, leaving me alone, for 1.5 hrs, in THAT classroom.
How can I still enjoy lectures if I know you won't be around anymore...
I'm being all sad and teary now. I seriously don't wanna be apart from you.
If I ever do (which will most probably happen).. I think I'll just cry like mad.
All those promises we've made, soulmates.
Never to be apart, will always be there for each other..
I..
seriously have no idea anymore.
Sometimes, I love you so much, I could just smile and think of you the whole day.
Sometimes, I hate you so much, I cry for you the whole night.
I'm confused.
Baby, please, let us not be apart. I still wanna be with you, together.
Even if you make me jealous.
Even if you get angry at me.
But, we'll still be together, and that's what matters.
Bb, saranghaeyo.
I'ld love you no matter what.
Take my heart, I left it with you.
Forever, forever, saranghaeyo, na ae sarang.
(I SOUND CLICHE.)
Jerlyyn Tay at 10/12/2010 06:10:00 PM :: link